RegretsI know that it’s my fault. They don’t think I care, the rest of them, they don’t think I feel any remorse. But I do, and I am so, so sorry.Regrets by Dead-Of-Winter
What I did was completely unjustifiable. It doesn’t matter that I had my reasons, and it doesn’t matter that I couldn’t think straight. I might have been furious and heartbroken, but I never should have even considered killing them all. And I think I knew from the moment I agreed to Sollux’s duel that things would get out of hand. But I just didn’t care! I felt- and still feel, just a little- that they deserved what was coming. What kind of monster does that make me?
The worst part is, I know I’m still not devoid of the feelings that led me to kill Feferi and Kanaya. I’m still mad inside, still furious at them all, and I can’t imagine that will ever go away. It’s too much a part of who I am. I will always be like that and I hate myself for it. And that’s what I show th
I guess occasionally drawing the odd Homestuck character portrait qualifies me as an amateur artist... but I doubt much art will actually go up on here as I'm convinced my work is just too crappy. I'm more of a fanfiction writer (I know, I know, I should really just buckle down and write a book or something, but I don't have that kind of attention span.) And winter is my favorite season, because there's plenty of sledding, skiing, snowboarding, and general messing around in the snow to keep me occupied. And actually, most of my negligible inspiration comes when I'm out on the hills by myself. Nothing like having absolutely NO ONE around to hear you mumble song lyrics and fanfiction ideas to thin air. The snow absorbs every sound you make. (I'm just a TEENSY bit introverted. ) So, yeah. I also play a bit of tennis and I absolutely despise any kind of bug. Well, okay, nobody can hate butterflies can they?
Bon voyage or whatever. You wasted another minute of your life reading this bio, so congrats.